I have not posted here in more than 3 weeks. I have been thinking about why this is the case. To be honest, I really just don’t know. I can say that I have been having problems with insomnia, looking for work, and feeling like I don’t know what to say.
I have been reading blogs for sure. And sometimes I have thoughts on what I have been reading, but for some reason I just have not sufficiently motivated to write my thoughts here.
Part of it, I think, is wondering whether my former zeal at writing about religion, polyamory, etc is waning due to a cynical feeling that people simply are incapable of growing beyond the theistic, monogamous, or “normal” worldview I am so bored with. I, perhaps, am becoming too cynical recently. I want to write in order to educate, clear up my views, and to possible offer insight or perspective to people, but the more I experience the more I realize that most people just are not interested in such things. All thins I’ve known for a long time,but they are having more of an emotional impact recently.
I’ll not dwell on this cynicism, but I will make an effort to write thoughts I have here, even if they are short. This creative outlet of mine has been helpful in the last 2 years, and I would hate to see it shrivel up and die due to neglect.